starting this day by getting up at 11:30 on the sound of my mom talking on a phone call with my aunt(same old gossip sessions). well as the our made is not here its her holiday week so for that reason I have to make breakfast and clean the house which feels like dying in this hot weather of July and also when you have no will to get up as you are facing extreme anxiety. but who cares about these reasons in a desi family. so now I am up and asked mom for what she wants for breakfast and she replied with the same old menu "2 slices of bread and an omelet with a full cup of strong tea". sums up this whole morning by saying I made breakfast and then got to start cleaning house after that I jump up to my jogging machine and started to jog as I anted to lose some damn fat (which by the way seems impossible) then I went straight into shower. after that I just pushed myself to do my assignments because today is the due date(otherwise I would love to procrastinate them).
then again I am here lying on my bed again feeling anxious and dull. but again my mother called me reminding me that I live in a desi household and that they don't give a damn about your mental health. so I have to gather all the strength to get up and made a evening tea for both me and my mom(its like ritual you know in desi family to a tea all the day despite the hot weather, yeah it seems like we are mad here but yeah we are madly in love with the tea). so morning turns to afternoon and then to evening and now early night. and through the whole day there a Turkish drama going on the T.V (its kinda like a background these days). at night the night food time comes and me, my brother and mom had dinner and then off to bed but off to bed doesn't mean I am just going straight to sleep it means I am going to talk to you with though this blog. and then some food with a episode of my favorite series.
I hope I am not boring you guys🙌
see you on next blog❤
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